hella BODY IMAGE feelings

even though i've all but abandoned it, i spent some time tonight looking through pictures on facebook. its kind of striking just how much weight i've gained. i mean, i was maybe too thin at a couple of moments in college, but here are some shots just to compare the difference (both in animal costumes, of course)

almost exactly two years ago

two weeks ago

i don't think i look bad now, but i don't love being this heavy. clothes don't look as good (with the exception of tight, slutty dresses), i don't feel as good, things just don't seem right. still, i'm lazy as hell and can't seem to motivate myself to do much more than sprawl on my bed after i get home from work every day. i'm hoping seeing these two pictures together will get me motivated though. we'll see.